havent kept up like i should, but here is a greatarticle on copyrights of ideas in this net world. i may say more of why i havent written as i said i would later, has to do with things coming out like they should but for now they cant. someone else knows. enough already. i did redesign the opening page for damnkids.com, but i still have more work to do. missed math today cause i worked till 2 am. missed a test, so now it all depends on the final…shit!

ok, so the blog thing is doing what i want for the time being, better call my girl

hi, writing for the first time for real from work. what to say…im bored and glad that hectic work is over. stan comes back very soon, tuesday. yeah, and i leave for HFH work that next saturday. that should rock. is it wrong to go to a bar on company time? even if i dont drink? sxsw seems like somewhere i should be.

very sore, just worked out and its been a long time since i last did. it just might be over for mccain, sad day in american politics. said it before i think, campaign finance reform is the most important issue. nothing meaningful will be passed into law until we have it. check granny, she knows…and so did our pres lincoln. thus i must support ralph nader and his green party. liberal and concerned with campaign shit. go dude! and to all those who claim CFR will prohibit free speech, im sorry, but you people do not understand the nature of the internet. anyone can write whatever they want about a candidate. speech has been free for a while now, but until there is any real change, it will simply take more and more cash to get heard. strange how CFR opponents tend to be republicans who are whores to the NRA and HMO’s and tobacco industry. Bush is right, CFR will hurt the republican party. genius. and so the man with more money than god (j/k, the vatican still has him beat) crushes the guy fighting for the people’s rights. yeah, its my problem with gore now too. but like granny, i think enough of us do care, and it will change. the only question is how long it will take.

yep, yep, doin it! ani’s new album is really good, much better on the second go. an amazing song, “the arrivals gate”. its gonna replace the counting crows, so listen i say. i want to take my new digicam to the airport for this reason, but people might not like that. when i saw laura come home… best of luck mccain, think you need it.

exactly a month later, pathetic. looking into using blogger, i love so many other sites that use it. weblogs, so neat. how long can someone really go to a community college? 10 years? im working on that. should finish math this quarter, but physics looks bad. hope i can get into the next one, and somehow make-up this one. but what the hell do i want to do with my life? something in computers, but i wish it could involve helping people and art. i really want to master this webpage stuff much more. programming? maybe it wont bore me to death like im scared of, and maybe ill be good at it. and who needs a degree anyway? work has killed me, no stan means im the man and enough already…2am in 2 minutes. everyday from now on, i swear to god, ha

its pete’s birthday, i should say hello before the concert. Being John Malkovich is twisted, too much for one sitting, ill try it again. liking new rage even more. weather is warm enough to drive with an open window, understand the strange and simplicity of it, almost hit a kid accidentally, want to, come back, realize he is me years ago, huh. Mumia dead yet, supposed to be, fucking pigs. set-up chick found other pete, cool

found two interesting sites out there. good about politics, simpleurl. follow the money. soft money is so dumb. glad some people understand that and at least claim to want to change it. good ol’ McCain. he would easily defeat the democrats, if he got a chance. understandable why the establishment dislikes him, cause of shit like this. i really dont like that many of his ideas, but guess thats what politics is.

crazy, microsoft does bad things but is not untouchable. and qualcomm may already have the secret, 2mb wireless, wow. anticipating Dogma. my friends make me feel guilty that i wont do things like church and country line dancing just because my girlfriend might want to. they do it, for them, guess i could every once in awhile. is she so cool that it doesnt bother her, or is she scared to tell me it does? ill kiss you if you go to church with me, heard that before, cant have that. tell me to stand up for myself and then tell me im wrong when i do. selfish…ill try to be a little less

its fuckin 2am and i have to write this. i still use women, maybe not in the worst way, but i do. i love to feel their attraction to me, it somehow makes me feel valuable. sometimes i hate that about myself, but seemingly not enough to change it. im new bill, wont do anything, but plays the game. it all gets mixed up in wanting to know people too. this friend of lena’s i met last weekend, does she know i have a girlfriend? i guess not, but i could have told her. instead, i invite her over and attempt to really set her up with one of my roommates. he likes her, and i really dont know how she feels about anyone really. i get the impression she might like me, and deep down i like it. not interested, just like the attention. anyway, isnt it natural to enjoy attention? still wrong not to tell her im not available. so she left and we, really just me and matt, watched Good Will Hunting. such an amazing movie. love it, saw too many parallels to my life and my relationships and laura. nobody does o chem for fun. more tears. thought i might actually do some math homework. simple truths. cant be eloquent tonight, words failing. love you girl, come home soon